Monday, January 11, 2010

Memorial at the mirror

Why do I believe, that you are

All it takes?

You are that which will break…

I am that which will never find

The love, the strange attractor

Wave of happiness,

A quantum of a smile,

A half-excited state of beauty.

In exile,

Striving to see through fake of

Clever, proper, awful words

It spoke to me, in poetry and flowers.

It wants

To free myself, from me and you and us.

Like broken glass

It splits my wrists to find a golden flow

Of love.

Too slow,

Crash and burn and all that stuff...

I listen to my favorite song,

One amongst the million I've chosen for that role.

I'm hanging on a pole -

A naked soul that cares not,

And shares not,

And dares not,

But swears lots at all your lot...

And I know I will not believe

That you is all it takes,

And you will never break,

And I will always find

The love, the beauty, the spinning glory

In the world as it surrounds me.

Don't you worry,

Don't you dare!

Let me be!